I think it must have been a crazy roller coaster for me and for those involved, be it 3rd parties or not.
I just want to say sorry, like really really sorry (trying my best to emphasize this). Even though I know sorry isn't suffice, it's the only and best thing I can do now. To not say sorry at all will be the worst.
In a moment's folly, I actually allowed my feelings to override me. I did silly things and as much as I tried to contain its damages, what's done cannot be undone. I brought all these upon myself.
Sorry.
