Almost one month since I blogged.

Basically the weekdays are almost the same, the life of a typical army guy. My weekends are pretty much the same too, due to NDP. Although we get monday off, but it's really crap albeit better than nothing. Just stay at home the whole day read manga and play computer -.-...

I thought and wanted as well, that after enlisting into the army, I'll stop being called cute. But apparently, my sergeant major and a few other sergeants just 'enlightened' me last weekend during my traffic marshall duty. The whole group of them were walking pass me and they kept laughing, so I smiled at them, lol. Then later my platoon sergeant told me that CSM said I too cute, must be more fierece. I don't know whether to feel happy or sad. But I don't want to be cute, argh....

Came back from field camp 3 days ago and I kena f*** by the sergeants for something that I didn't do. Sian lor, my friend do guard duty then I take over his vehicle and his vehicle was CMI to the max. Then track pins not tightened, the right antenna loose, then oil level never top up, ovm not mounted, etc... Every possible faults with a vehicle is practically found in it. And then the sergeants blamed me for it. #@%#$T#$%T$#^% #$% $#%. Looking on the bright side, at least I never get confined or charged.

Was feeling disappointed last friday due to something, but at least I tried, and I have no regrets, hahah. Maybe it's a wake up call, to stop and give up. I realized how 'non-existant' I can become. But my bunk mates were really sharp, I didn't expect them to notice how I felt, lol. Maybe it's time to open up more to them, cause I don't really share much stuff with the people from the secular world. "Maybe and what ifs". The world is just so unpredictable.

3 more weeks till NDP, it's fast.