Officially out of CDO, now under armour. The motto is 'Swift and Decisive'. Still prefer 'For Honour and Glory'. Sounds way better.

Anyway, best 2 days of my NS life so far. Get to book out on Monday and today. But only for these 2 days, lol. Like they say, happiness is short-lived. Nevermind, got medical appointment at NDC tomorrow afternoon, so can book out again! Then I really hope can book out on friday night. All those poor CDO friends of mine, 6 working days get to book out on saturday only. Suck thumb hahah!

My new camp is at CCK, so much nearer than Pasir Ris. Not bad, my prayers are answered =)

Now the next thing to look forward to, ORD. I also wish there were breaks in between. Seems so far away man...

No. of days to ORD: 596 days

Block leave ending in 3 days. I really hope the camp I'll be posted to will be near my house, or at least nearer than pasir ris. Have to spend $26-$28 every week taking cab, and when sharing with friends still spend $8+.

Extracted 2 of my wisdom tooth on Wednesday. I'm a little bit sadistic, quite looking forward to the surgery and the pain, lol! But it wasn't as pain as I thought, didn't even know they extracted it out already. I was like lying down there trying to get some rest then the doctor told me it was done. O.o...

Have to stay at home, eat porridge and the worse part, can't do vigorous exercises. Wanted to go swimming and run actually. Staying at home super boring sia, yesterday I told my maid I am super bored, lol. Can't eat good food also, go out also no point. Stay at home dota whole day, really no life...

Anyway I don't have a life anymore, after I entered NS. So just live with it, tougher/more boring times are ahead.

07/04/10, the day I'll always remember. POP!!!!!!!!!! =D

Haven't been so happy since quite a while, army life really no life. But it was really memorable. I'm gonna miss all my platoon mates. Loved the moment when we threw our caps high up in the sky, akin to graduating from college, haha!

Anyway, I got what I wanted, which is to get out of course. From now on, I'm no longer a commando. Mixed feelings again, happy cause I don't have to go through all those S***, sad cause I'll be getting a normal soldier pay. Was hesitant to tell my parents at first cause I don't want to disappoint them but ironically, they were glad I'm out, cause they were worried for my life, lol!

Nevertheless, I'll keep the commando spirit and mindset with me. Once a commando, always a commando. Just like when a Singaporean goes to Malaysia, he is still a Singaporean. So whatever unit I'm posted to, I'll behave like a commando. The best motto in the whole battalion, "For Honour and Glory, Commando!"

I've changed a lot, I know, and I want it to be that way. If army doesn't change me, it is redundant. Now I know why God put me in commando and take me out of it, to train my tolerance and tell me that certain things are not within my control. Sometimes bad things do happen to good people, and we can't do anything about it. In simple terms, *suck thumb*.

Like I can't control the feelings of the girl I like to make her like me back, what do I do? Suck thumb.

Like I can't say no when you asked me to do something cause your so-called rank is higher, what do I do? Suck thumb.

Like I can't go to sleep right now cause I'm not sleepy, what do I do? Suck thumb.

Like life sucks sometimes (actually most of the time) and it is unfair, what do I do? Suck thumb.

Lalala, it's a suck thumb world out there, lol.

3 more days to POP. Mixed feelings of happiness and sadness.

Something very bad happened to me during camp this week, I need to do guard duty during BLOCK LEAVE( I don't mind during guard duty, it's the block leave part) for being sick -.- and I almost went crazy over it. For 3 days my whole mood was down. My bunk mates thought I was having depression. Didn't want to do anything. Even my sergeant thinks it is unfair and he'll try his best to help me, but I doubt he can do much. So he said, "Bo bian, suck thumb lor." But it's not fair seriously, I've already done 4 guard duty and got 2 whole detachment who haven't done any guard duty yet. Even throw dice also not so suay lor...
If I really have to suck thumb for everything bad that has happened to me, I think my thumb will be rotting now.

I have up to Tuesday to decide whether to get out of course. If I don't do it by POP, I'll be stuck here for the rest of my NS life. The worst thing that ever happened to me was getting into commando. Dang, why didn't I just chao geng at that time?...Now at most can get out of course but don't think can down PES. My buddy dam lucky, out of course and down PES to PES CL2. Argh!!!!!!!!

Still deciding...I want the money, but I hate the system. Go battalion even worse, the minimum punishment is 3 extra. GG...